Sometimes i want give up on my recovery sometime

Thank you

You could find a group to attend online or in person on toastmasters .Org it's totally free to attend. Toastmasters is a global non-profit present in 100 countries and which is 120 years old

The best thing about AA is if you don’t relate to one meeting go to another. Also no matter how “well put together” others look in the meeting. 1.) We’ve all been in early sobriety and most likely looked and was worse. 2.) Even with time others can still be hurting and dry on the inside. 3.) You’re not that important (in a good way). So don’t feel judged. As long as you want to stop drinking and stay stopped you belong at any AA meeting out there.