Laying my dad to rest today.
It’s going to be a horrible day and to know that I have no choice but to get through it without any substances…. Its scaring me.
Asking everyone to please keep me in your prayers. Also, I wanted to thank everyone for the kind words, and for just taking the time out of your day to be of support. It truly means a lot.
Sorry for your loss 
God Bless your heart and soul.I recently lost my father to Cancer,and am still hurt by his loss.
So sorry for your loss... My dad passed away right before my second recovery birthday last April. He died from his alcoholism. I got to experience all the feelings of grief without substance, it was hard, beautiful and healing. I don't want this disease to take me like it did him. Praying for you to have comfort in the days and months ahead 
Sorry for your loss
Sending you so much Love & Strength during this difficult time!
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My Heart goes out to you April & to your Family as well!
You’re Stronger than you know April & you can get through this!!
I hope you stay surrounded in love today.
So sorry for your loss. Most people would encourage you to stay strong but in moments like these, feel any way you need to. All your feelings are worth feeling right now. Praying for you girl.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing my pops was one of the hardest things I've ever went through
Send hugs and strength.
I feel your pain your dad will always be with you please keep your head up continue on with all you have i hope you have support from family and friends keep them close to you reach out if you need to talk and I hope you find some peace 
Hope you are still doing the right things and reaching out for help. I bet your father is very proud of you.
I'm sorry about your dad April. The best thing you can probably do is get all the support you can. I'm sure most people you'll meet in recovery will tell you how important meetings are, especially going through something so difficult. I'm praying for your heart to heal.
Hey, April. I'm sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you. Remember that you are stronger than any substance.
It takes courage to reach out. Continue to do so. We're here for you.
Your dad is supremely happy and so proud of you. I’m sure of it!
Heavenly Father hold April close, and fill her with your joy I pray believing in your mercy and your Son, in His Name, Amen.
So sorry for your loss - you can get through this - don’t try to escape the feelings - let them come - remember the best in him and one day you will be able to smile at the memories - take your time and don’t let anyone rush your grief!
Hope you’re doing well,,, praying for you.
Praying
