This is my day one. Please read

Recovery
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Hi everyone! This is my day one. I'm done with alcohol, it has nothing but ruined moments, plans and goals.
A little over 3 months I lost my best friend, he was a heavy drinker and also had a drug problem that I did not know about. They found his body in a bathroom right next to a syringe. I do not know how I missed the signs but since he passed, I have been on a bad drinking tear. No one knows how much I drink as I drink alone. I'm done. I will NOT end up in a box anytime soon. FUCK THAT. Please wish me luck. I'm sick and tired of hangovers, bloodshot eyes and constant bloat.
TODAY, I have decided to LIVE :pray:t3:
I will carry on with my head up high.
I got this because I am so much better than the person that I have been portraying. If any of you would like to go on this journey with me, please message me. Thanks, everyone. Please stay safe and healthy...YOU GOT THIS TOO!

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#2

Good job.need help let us know.

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#3

Thank you :pray:t3:

#4

Aa meetings.aa www .org 90 meetings 90 day’s.

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#5

You got this

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#6

Thank you!

#7

This is my day 1 too! We can do this, I’m so tired of alcohol having control over me.

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#8

:+1::ok_hand::clap::handshake::fist_right::fist_left:

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#9

Goodluck! Day 3 for me. Let's do it!!!

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#10

I'm with you, my friend. I could not agree more!

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#11

Starting to get those cravings again, need to hold strong.

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#12

You got this! Let's stop putting poison into our bodies. We can do this together!!!

#13

Thanks I really need support !

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#14

I mean it. Please feel free to reach out to me!

#15

Thank you ! That’s always been my problem, not asking for help trying to do it alone

#16

You are never alone! We are on the same journey, let's do this!!!!

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#17

Have you ever been in a program?

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#18

Good luck on your journey. I hope you consider a support group like AA or Smart. Definitely easier than doing it alone.

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#19

I haven’t heard of smart before

#20

No, I have not. Here's my situation: I drink to escape, not because I crave alcohol. In fact, the last few times that I drank it made me feel disgusted. It's gotten to the point where I no longer find joy in it. BUT then the day comes when I want that buzz...that is the habit that I must break because I can't have a drink or two, I binge.

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