I agree with the word "god" being confusing but I also find higher power to be confusing. And that is Only because, very generally speaking, god believers, especially American christians are so pushy with their believes. They want you to be open minded and yet they are not. They say "your HP can be "group of drunks", again, "god". Everyone must always be cautious of making them sad and yet they have no problem pushing ther nonsense on others. I feel that 50% of AA old timers just have it in their heads that "eventually you'll get it" meaning conversion. They say "spirituality " but they really just mean god, and try to use whatever nomenclature to keep you coming until you perceive some basic coincidence or moment of clarity that comes from slowing down, living life and not being wasted as some sort of supernatural white light experience. Last night's lead kept going on about how his HP was "looking out for him" because he "was having a really bad day" and he was sitting in his car stewing over things when a guy walked up to him and asked if he was "looking for the meeting". This was this guy's white light moment. A little back story... Cleveland(where this took place) has 1000 meetings a week within 20 miles of eachother. Lakewood, a suburb of Cleveland, has 1/3 of those meetings and is 7 square miles. Just about every church or library in Lakewood has a meeting, around the time he was tripping out. THIS is this guy's come to Jeebus moment. FFS there are more meetings that bars and churches here. The internet has proven over and over again that humans generally are unable to process data reasonably.